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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Riding around town with Kandon. We are at his school and it's got me itching to return to academics I hate being out of school esp since im diploma-less. The weather here is dreary but it's so jersey we stay with the overcast. It doesn't really feel like summer for some reason. Things are very tame and the weather is cool. It's a relief to be honest. Last summer was so hectic and I really didn't accomplish anything(except sexually). But it's still getting started so we'll see.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

So I've come to the conclusion that jersey cunt is off da damn chain. Last night was hilarious in so many ways. You know the feeling when you walk in somebody house and there's boys, weed, and liquor everywhere? Like uhh what do I do? Well I didn't do much and the night pretty much summed up quick one liners and a peanut gallery on hgtv host. It was quite funny. I really do have to get use to this new jersey cunt steeze

Saturday, June 6, 2009

I'm slightly annoyed with everytthing right about now. How do you arrange a date for Friday to have it rescheduled for saturday and then u completely forget? Woosah! This is the text generation if you don't want to dobsonething shoot a text. 2nd if I say imma call you back and i forget please don't wait a week and hit me up askin why I didn't call that shit is creepy to me.
Ok I just have to yet this off my chest and I won't mention names out of respect for all parties. I was with this boy last summer and we had a pretty good relationship for about 2 months maybe a month and a half but we got close met his family he met mines. A good dude just a little young and maybe too exeprienced. Well we stopped talk due to multiple indiscretions on his part. I went back to school and we definently grew apart but kept in touch. A full year later we are back textin and stuff but he has a boyfriend and I don't know how to feel about that yet because a large part of doesn't care but a equally large part only remembers the good times not the blatant disrespect. Since I moved back home I don't really have friends since "The Incident". It can get lonely here but like my girl Shayla said "When it's time to go it's time to go" and I wouldn't trade a fresh start/new perspective for anything. It's a stipulation on what could be a good friendship.
I'm in the barber shop think bout my life LOL it's crowded in here so I have plenty of time. I haven't been posting this week because I've been looking for a job. This recession is no joke ya boy is broke like shattered glass with 7 years of bad luck. But I will keep push and punchin till I get hired somewhere doing somthing for somebody be their friends. I wish I didn't look a mess today because it's always this cute boy in here and he's so homo but his feet so small very rodent like. But I digress. I plan on taking my Lil cousin out and about today that should be fun she's so precious.

I'm also about to overhaul this whole blog thing. Something more agressive and grown I don't know where to take it but I will be taking it there. I plan on being something serious by the end of the summer.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

God is God and people are people

Friday, May 29, 2009

Stuck in jersey city traffic
Ugh Essex please come through. Goodluck to Zakee! I'm at bloomfield diner with my cousins it's pretty nice
Yay
Downtown nj
Joji LOL
Rip joni!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Umm y'all don't ask me for relationship advice cuz imma tell you to break up real talk
It was cute I guess
And he's late
On a date I guess I don't know how this will turn out cuz I have Lil interest and it's cold outside. He's a nice dude tho. A Lil short and funny looking. Funny looking is hot though. Right?
Ex'n out all my haters!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

He's just not into you
Happy 21st Teryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My aunt got her braces off today! That's a good look that's what's I'm talking about! We all about change in 2009!
I think I need a life
Everybody said my german chocolate cake was nasty but it all gin and I only got 1 slice
Sigh...denied again. I really cannot wait to become an adult. I'm trying to start a new chapter but it's getting harder to turn the page. I will continue to stay positive (it's my new thing) it's kind of hard though. I feel like I'm being conditioned for disappointment. One foot at a time I guess.

I'm just going to go asleep

That new zune looks sick!

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

QS you're a fucking idiot
Nix that video it's kinda sad
I just made this german chocolate cake it didn't turn out right but I'll be eating it all week so ITS WHATEVER!
I just got so sleepy! I've only been up for 4 hrs I need a job so bad. It's my auntie kathy bday so we cookin out even tho it's 50 degrees outside. I'm editing my ex drunk callin me it's so funny that'll be up later

Monday, May 25, 2009

BMORE PICS





This is a test

MDay Weekend!

On my way back from Baltimore! What an amazing weekend! Boys, food, and family! Friday I hung out with my best friend Kandon that's my nigga for life. Serious going on ten years I've seen a lot of people come and go but my dude been here for me. Saturday I went to a party with one of my ex's. I think we can be good friends though. He's a really good person. He is also young and a boy lol so we'll see how that will work out he also has a man! They look cute together. I also reconnected with "man down". No comment but I will say don't mix vodka with corona cuz u will get fucked up! Sunday I got home at 7am drunk and horny my moms come in like get dressed we going to Baltimore. I'm like ok. It's a beautiful city. But webwouldnt dare stray from the civilized section. As of this writing I'm on my way back home. Its a 3 he ride and I'm bout to go to sleep. I'm so thankful!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Aaliyah Read Between the lines

Aaliyah Read Between the lines

Brandy - 2nd thought (bonus track - Human 2008)

One of my all time favorite brandy songs. This song got me through so much last winter. She's really preaching on this track. Because sometimes you let people back in your life evenwhen they should have been gone.Sometimes you need that 2nd thought. BRAVO!

MAN DOWN

Sigh. Another day another boy. Why do the boys youre really interested in want nothing to do with you? I was feeling dude so much! But it's all good. The whole point of dating is identifying your self worth. I don't want to get caught up in this thing. Honestly a companion would be so nice right now. I guess i neef to take advantage of being single. I have so much growing to do. Being home should be very interesting.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

New Pics!






Random Cravings

I want Cracker Jacks! Caramel covered popcorn with sweetened peanuts and wooden box flavor! I would kill a box right now…

Defense Mechanism?

Sooooooo I met this boy and he pretty cool. We talk often enough and I think we know enough about each other to form certain generalizations about each other's personalities. He believes that my "game" is a defense mechanism. I don't let boys get close. Which I've heard before, I just never thought it was so easily detectable. Whoops? I thought if this was a good or bad thing, if my offensive defense was actually harming me. I think in some ways it has but I also feel like it's very necessary. People, especially boys can be, cruel. I don't mean to sound sententious but why should I let anyone get close when 90% I end up hurt?

Deon!

I haven't spoken to you in so long. I hope you're doing well and making it to all your classes ;). I see big things for you this summer you seem more focused than ever. I'm right behind you. I know you see all this Sasha Fierce info. This ho is everywhere ugh. But I know you love it. Well anyway hit me up! Love you!

Friday, May 15, 2009

Angel Down

am i the only one who didnt know farrah fawcett was dying? i swear i turn on the tv she in her death bed! thats so sad! and anal cancer. then i asked my mother how u get anal cancer and she sucked her teeth and said "u should kno".

Love Yourself!

From Lil Kim

I want to take a moment to talk to all young women about the four letter word…”LOVE”.

Not LOVE for money, not LOVE for sex, not even LOVE for a man or a woman, but LOVE for yourself! Sometimes we have the tendencies to look for LOVE in all the wrong places and seek acceptance to belong and fit in.

But the truth is that we must first LOVE ourselves. The most important thing is that once we LOVE ourselves we are capable and ready to LOVE others.

Till next time….
Honey Girl

Global Grind - LOVE YOURSELF...

Zune HD

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TeamXbox has posted a story about the Zune HD, written this past January, using information going back to August 2008. The lengthy piece makes the Zune HD sound like an integration marvel -- something we're not exactly used to seeing from Redmond.

The Zune HD will allegedly be "a portable game console and media player," with the ability to link Microsoft's Skybox and integrate the current Zune and Xbox marketplaces. Something similar to the NXE will apparently function as the interface on the handheld. Zune HD will also allow users to play Xbox Live Arcade games either on their Xbox or on the handheld.

It all sounds so magical, Toto. When can we go to OZ?


[url=http://www.joystiq.com/2009/05/15/rumor-zune-hd-is-a-digital-entertainment-handheld-that-does/]Rumor: Zune HD is a 'digital entertainment handheld' that does ... everything[/url]
and the original article
[url=http://news.teamxbox.com/xbox/19639/Microsoft-Working-on-Digital-Entertainment-]Microsoft Working on Digital Entertainment Handheld - Xbox[/url]
Handheld/


i hope this is true because Zune shits on every multimedia device out right now except the iphone/itouch and i feel like they need competition

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Grad "Pop Champagne"

im sooo mad that champagne aint pop!

Monday, May 11, 2009

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Xbox e3 News*

E3 IS COMIN AND HERE ARE A FEW RUMORS

taken from teamxbox.com


Game Fork (GameFork) on Twitter

-Is pixel-blurred and gob smacked. APB could well be a GTA killer. MS is about to stun E3 with their lineup... Aah wel. back to gang design!!

-MS E3 big drops. Xbox Fluid - New Motion camera! Splinter Cell Conviction Halo ODST Alan Wake APB Metal Gear Solid 4 + Oxide (Show Finale)

-Yes. Metal gear solid + Oxide is one title.

-For the questions about MGS+O being show finale: Konami will announce a 360 exclusive (NOBODY outside of Kon has been told what this is)...

-.. After that they announce MGS4+O as a 360 exclusive. MS have also cut LostPlan2, AssCreed2, Bioshock 2, GTA.BAAFLC, to 3 min slots.

-E3: The Molyneux / Lionhead project "Richter" will show at E3. In fact, it will open it After Progress/xbla titles are shown

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NO MORE NASTY PICTURES

Why do people take explicit shots of themselves? I never understood. And even if it was still exhibition why would u send said shots to a significant other? I just deleted all my shits because I would hate to be "expose" even though I have a nice body and it wouldn't hurt my "image" lol. Jp keep your clothes on people!

No matter what people say!

No matter what people say
We got it going on
Who cares about what they think
(Won't you come and)
We are the number one
(Come and show me how you do that baby)
No matter what people say
We got it going on
Who cares about what they think
(Shake your body to the rhythm)
We are the number one
(If it drives you crazy)

Everywhere I go red carpet
Gave the keys to valet tell 'em to park it
Then I jumps out the Azure, a Lil' Kim aura
Girls making faces like Ace Ventura
And my B-A-D G-I-R-L-S is in the stretch LX
Ain't shit you can tell us
Even got some of these niggas jealous
But tonight ain't about the fellas
Bvlgari perfume from a mile ya smell us
Model agencies say it's easy to sell us
We got sex appeal, I'mma keep it real
If I didn't have a deal I'd still be worth a mill', uh
Depending on how I feel I might go on a heist
So at my wedding I can throw ice instead of throwing rice
We fly like kites never gettin' into fights
I got a whole bunch of dikes on ninja bikes

[Repeat 1]

[Lil' Kim]
I'm just trying to be me
Doing what I got to do
So why y'all keep hating on me and my crew

[Lil' Caesar]
Yo I'm saying Q.B.
Look at them and look at you

[Lil' Kim]
TRUE!
If I was you I'd hate me too
Louis Vuitton shoes and a whole lot of booze
Every other week a different a dude and other crews
I make offers nobody can refuse
You might even see me on the channel nine news
I get paid just for laying in the shade
To take pictures with a glass of lemonade
My rocks shine like it was dipped in Cascade
(Uh-uh, Kim been fly since she was in the fifth grade)
Wake up in the morning to breakfast from a maid
Wanted me so bad you went and copped the bootleg
Y'all niggas played like a high top fade
Some of the shit I hear I don't know how it got played
Y'all rock Versace and y'all went out and bought it
I rock Versace and y'all know I ain't paid for it
My fam deep with security in the jeep
When the Queen come in town everything shut down

[Repeat 1]

[Puffy]
Breakdown, uh
Let's dance come on
Let's dance come on
I see you let's go
Yeah, Queen Bee, do it like this

[Lil' Kim]
I'm the highest, your highest title, numero uno
I'm not a Puerto Rican but I'm speakin so that 'ju know
[*Rakim* "This is how it should be done..
cause this style, is indentical to none"]
The hip, hop, the hippie, the hippie
to the hip hip-hop a ya don't stop
to rock it to the bang-bang boogie
to up jump the boogie
to the boogie to the boogedy beat
Now what you hear is not a fake
It's the real Lil' Kim, Queen Bee (That's right)
Now I know y'all heard other females rap
But they ain't got nothin on me
Cause, y'all take to my rap cause my rap's the best
A hundred and fifty thou, sixteen bars nothin less (Nothin less)
So to y'all haters, I paid y'all no mind
In fact I'ma give it to y'all one more time like..

[Puffy]
Uh yeah, what?
Come on, bounce, what?

Summer Music: Fantasy Ride

I'm so feeling this Ciara Fantasy Ride. It's by no means a classic but its up-tempo and she is aiming straight for the club with this disc. It's a great album to just put in the car and ride out. There isn't really progression with this disc but she is on to something. Especially the Dream tracks good job CiCi!

I’ve been gone for a Minute…

So what have I been doing?

  • Finals 3.1 for the semester yay!
  • Moving I'm transferring back home so I moved from Florida to Jersey
  • Getting it crackin. ALWAYS
  • Arranging my life here I want a internship for the summer and a job summer school start in JULY
  • Finding my place back home so much has changed but that's fine!
  • Banging this White Castle pork sandwiches
  • Relaxing

What are your summer plans?

Happy Mother’s Day

God Bless all the mothers out there. I couldn't fathom having that type of responsibility I can barely maintain my own life and my mom's taking care of a whole family. Truly amazing. I love you mommy with all my heart! There's no one like you! IM GOING TO MAKE YOU PROUD!

IM BACK

BITCHES. ITS SUMMER. SO EXPECT GREAT THINGS FROM ME AND ALFIE. 2009 ITS YOUR YEAR!

Monday, May 4, 2009

Lil Kim- Download VIDEO

NETWORKING: Mindset

I am a 23 year old actor trying to do my thing, but I’m also a lover or all things entertainment, music, movies, books, and TV, so I thought I'd start making my own movie reviews since I’m a plethora of entertainment knowledge and a lot of times I disagree with the current movie critics. So i figured I would create something for people like me.

http://thundercat-mindset.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Thanks John!



I want to thank John again for an amazing Easter. I needed to get out of that city so bad and the food hit the spot in every way! LoLz


A Quiet Place

I feel like I have wasted four years of my life. College has been a very lonely experience. Since my freshman year I have felt very lonely and not at all true to myself. I have met some amazing people here and I wouldn't change that for anything. What I would change is my pride. I always felt that things would just fall in place for me and they haven't. I'm not good at too many things. I don't play sports, dance, sing, or do much of anything besides be smart. I'm a smart person but I feel that my intelligence has deteriorated these past four years. I struggle with my faith daily. I wanted to leave this place a man, but I'm leaving the same boy I was in high school. I find myself sleeping all day just to escape. I distract myself with the matrix of the internet and when I'm not doing anything at all I sit and cry.

Fucking pitiful

Purgatory, this is where I reside. It's so strange. My life is going well I can't complain about a damn thing my family right, STILL celibate, this is probably my best semester at UF, but It's also my last and I feel really sad about that. I know I am meant for great things. I have all the tools to become the man I am meant to become. The first half of 2009 has been a mix of purging and enlightenment. I have NEVER felt so lost and out of tune with myself but even still I am residing in harmony, a very quiet place.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Innovative Gaze

I have know idea what this means but its exactly how i feel

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Religion is a Hell of a Drug

I haven't been to church in like 2 years outside of funerals. It was a very powerful experience. I feel my religious side dwindling sometimes and I hate that. Ijust feel there are a lot of things that interfere with my belief. I just think its life and growing up. The world is very tempting but I keep my morals and values first, most of the time. I really enjoyed myself today, thanks John!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Mighty Morphin Manslaughter!




LATEST: Former MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGER SKYLAR DELEON will face a death sentence if the members of a jury in a triple murder case get their way.
Last month (Oct08), Deleon, a former child actor who appeared on the popular kids' TV series, was convicted of murdering three people, including a couple who were tied to an anchor and thrown from their yacht.
And now the jury in the case want the 29-year-old actor to pay for his crimes with his life.
Deleon's attorney, Gary Pohlson, argues his client should not be put to death.
He says, "Skylar is guilty of all three murders, (but) at the end of this, I'm going to ask you to give him life without the possibility of parole as the appropriate sentence."
The lawyer cited Deleon's "horrible, horrible life," and noted he was allegedly abused as child by his father, who eventually died of AIDS.
Deleon will learn of his sentence next Wednesday (12Nov08).


http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/article/jury%20recommends%20death%20sentence%20for%20power%20ranger_1085934]JURY RECOMMENDS DEATH SENTENCE FOR POWER RANGER

Cassie is the BADDEST!







AND SHE BALD HEADED!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Viennese Waltz 9-8-9

Chilllin With My Co-Defendant

Mooseknuckle...


Networking: CUZILUVIT


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They Rap and Model!

Kid Cudi, Lupe Fiasco, Tha Cool Kids, and bunch of other emo rappers model some spring/summer fashion trends.

I Got That!



Don't you love them "I Got That" songs? It's something about embracing someone else's delusions about their sexual or social superiority. I think everyone in alive "got that" something. That's what makes us special. Like me I got that Snap Crackle Pop! Loll I'm bout to write that down. What do you "got"?

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Cheaters!



Have you ever cheated on someone intentionally? I cheated once and I took it kind of hard today I was thinking if it was intentional or not. People know right from wrong and while I was pissy drunk but that is never an excuse. When you cheat on someone you're just asking for trouble but when you don't care there really is no risk involved. Now I've been cheated on countless times I'm still waiting to exhale. I feel like even though you can cheat doesn't mean you should. Shit, my shit is exclusive! I always tell friends why cheat just leave but every circumstance is different I know I've been there.

Computer Love



I find it so fascinating that we can completely be infatuated with someone that we never met. This digital age is crazy because family friends and love can all be found on the internet. It steal seems taboo though. My mom thinks I just meet strangers on the internet and go to their house. Which is not the case it's been done but it's not the norm. Its computer love!


With that mentioned here's a song that fits this post perfectly.

Lil' Kim - Download

http://www.zshare.net/audio/515175465765e992/

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Alfie Acting Up

Love Story: The Beginning 3.1

I'm breaking part 3 in 2 parts

If this relationship was a rollercoaster then this is the part where the seatbelt would break and I would be going around the loopty loop hanging on for dear life. Spring 07 is when it got bad to the point I completely lost who I was as a person. I just remember sex with CW and me chasing him around the south east. He was living with me at the time and I was working at one point 2 jobs in school I lost my God father and great grandmother at this point. I've lost a lot of important people since I've been in college. Too many funerals, but I guess that's apart of getting older. After I came back from my godfather's funerals things began to change. CW announced he was moving to ATL (Red Flag!). I was a hurt, shocked, and confused by his departure but we decided to stay together and have a long distance relationship. It didn't take long for the messages, text, and rumors to flood in. boys from all over were getting in contact with me about this nigga. My dumbass ignored it all. CW would come back every once in a while for fraternity events never to see me. All the while I'm getting closer to ML. ML was a good friend through all this. Kept me grounded but I always felt CW and ML messed around over winter break. I was putting all my trust in CW and ML losing myself in the process. I'm dealing with all this gay dramatics and still playing straight. It's a very strange thing and in a way it splits your personality to the point you don't even know who you are anymore. At the same time I felt very liberated.

The Future


Tell me why I'm so damn fly?

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Feeling Down

School is winding down and I'm feeling a tad bit depressed. I pin pointed it yesterday after I got a rejection letter from Rutgers and I got a worried for my future. I'm telling yall this shit could have been in a movie. There were 2 or 3 beautiful tears and that's it. I sucked it up though and hopped on the bus and headed to the library. I've been through so much these past 4 years in some ways it feels like it's amounted to nothing and in others I feel like it's been the most liberating experience. I don't know how to feel. I know I'll be alright I'm too close to my goal to ever fall into obscurity but I'm scared in so many ways.

0 Tolerance

I've been drinking a lot lately. Coolers and beer but I feel like that shit add up. I need to institute a 0 tolerance policy with liquor. I'm trying to live yo. I feel something in me that needs to come out. A better person? A stronger person? I hate finding comfort in liquor very weak. It wasn't a bad week because I feel very blessed but I was having these mini moments all week. Lawd help us all!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Trigger

Put your hands around it

Feel that smith and western cold steel

This aint no bb this shit is real

Kind of heavy 4lbs turn the safety off

If you hit the bulls eye I'm gone take it off

Cock it back, aim steady, now you locked and loaded

Don't be scared….


 

Pull the Trigger

Going pound for pound

Heavy hitter

Ooo I love the sound of that trigger

Click click pull that trigger


 

This bullet proof vest got me cocky

Hollow points coming strong but they can't stop me

You got me ducking dodging weaving like the matrix

Slow motion, don't shoot another round or I'll hit the pavement


 

Pull the Trigger

Going pound for pound

Heavy hitter

Oyo I love the sound of that trigger

Click click pull that trigger


 

Mmm spray that Uzi it crazy how this going

Shoot gun barrel make sure no one else around

He said he shoot if I ever let this thing out

Bang bang, bullets hurting you a heavy hitter

Don't stop keep squeezing on that trigger


 


 


 


 


 

 

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

HAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEE BERRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYY!



I love Halle she is unphased by this song, but gets up and dances and KILLS! She so beautiful inside and out.

Monday, March 30, 2009

9-8-10

She did great the first 10 of the season

"If you see me in a fight with a bear, help the bear"

What?! lol!

Testin out Youtube

Dont laugh! The pimple in the 2nd vid is vicious!



I had a great weekend!

It was so fun besides the bigot I had a lot of fun with Guitar Hero and tanning at the pool! I haven't taken a bath since Friday and I love it!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

The King Roach


I just killed the biggest roach. Omg it was so damn big! It had these 2 long legs and this brown coat. The nigga hopped out my closet and stopped. I didn't know what to do. So I just froze. I can't step on a roach that's too intimate. So I decided to sneak pass his ass and get the raid. This nigga started walking away. I sprayed him down. He jetted thumping the wall Omg! So he run around the whole room and hit his back. He kept kicking and kicking Omg for like 10 min. he wouldn't die. So I get the broom and gently sweep the thing up. I felt weight on the damn broom. I can't even sleep now. This battle lasted 30-40 min. I feel like shit is crawling on me.

Friday, March 27, 2009

TWITTS

I am the only one that is conciously avoiding twitter? why do i need to know every singl fucking detail of your life?


1:20pm: Wipes ass
12:06pm: I decided to take a shit
11:42am: My stomach is rumbling
11:31am: Eats Mcdonalds

Follow me...?

Like, what? No! This is some "Big Brother" Orson Wells shit. I can't.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

This damn VISTA!

I love Vista I like the look of it (glossy!) and its very customizable but this shit is buggy as hell! Get it together Msoft. My laptop is brand new and it stutter then I update it and its fine for like a week, then it gets all clumsy again I don't understand. I hear this Windows 7 is the beez knees though so I can't wait for that I mos def will be updating because I can't deal with this no more.

Pharell Want that Mcgriddle

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I think I’m having a Stroke

I ate long john silver's and a checkerburger yesterday and my body is paying me back because im in class and I think I'm having some sort of stroke! I'm literally grabbing at my heart. Lawd have mercy!

Monday, March 23, 2009

8-8-9! GO KIM!

Love Story: The Beginning part 2

  • I'm going to use initials from now on.

Never would I have thought meeting 2 people would change my life so drastically. I hope it doesn't sound like I'm giving anyone too much, but things have changed so much since I met these 2. I am not a really outgoing person I like to stay in my comfort zone. ML is the type that does what he wants and I don't think that will ever change. So when I met it and he invited me to chill with him and DM I was kind of excited. They were very relatable like-minded people as far as music and interest I found myself saying "me too" often. We became close during this fashion show and I never suspected that they were dating, even though I was dropping them off at the same house every night late at night. I was so naïve and a part of me think I was making myself that way. I think I had a crush on both of them which is natural and I feel like they both had and a crush on me, and that's fine until I met CW. CW was too fly nice face, car, body, style, swag, everything u could superficially want from someone he possessed. I was in love. Or at least I thought I was. CW has the cherry y'all, sigh. I was 19 and I don't regret much, but I regret that situation. I will blame it on youth, but I never want my desire to cloud my judgment again, it's a sign a weakness. There was a bit mess Between DM, CW, and I. I feel after I started dealing with him my life changed so much. There was a mix of sexual liberation and social withdrawal. I began lying about my whereabouts, who I was with, what I was doing. And I felt like among my peers I was becoming a ghost, a shell of my former self. Which I was but I was loving it back then. It wasn't and still isn't anyone's business what I was doing. CW had my mind and my body and he didn't take it I gave it to him. A "Grade A" mess! I was introduced to about 3 of his ex's by him. We were walking around claiming I was his cousin to cover up our secret which wasn't really a secret to anyone but me. This around December 2006 by this point I was went to my first gay club, I started smoking, and was neglecting the people around me. DM and ML had broken up by this point and DM wasn't really a part of the group it had gotten quite messy between the four of us. I don't remember anything from that break accept my wisdom tooth causing me so much pain and talking to CW on the phone constantly. Seeds were being planted that winter for the spring.

Keri Hilson: In a Perfect World Review



Hands down the best CD leaked out right now. Keri is a true talent and she fuses pop, RnB, even techno effortlessly. I recommend which is strange because just a couple of weeks ago I wasn't really checking for her too many push backs and too many singles, which is still a problem because you have heard half this CD. Even still what is here is excellent and above average. She is a true talent.


My favorite songs included.


Alienated


Intuition

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SRY! Part Deux

I am in school so im sorry for the lack of updates I try to come through as often as I can. I plan on blowin this bitch up this weeks so stay tuned!

HBD!

Happy belated Bday to my girl Portia! Shes 21 but shes been sippin that lean since the cradle.

HBD to my beautiful, lovely, intelligent, amazing, phenomenal cousin Amina Aleah Gilchrist my first and true best friend! We getting old! Love you!

Ciara Love, Sex, and Magic


Love Sex Magic
by BlakMusicFirst

I like this a lot . Ciara is Stunning! My best friend Deon and I were talking last night andhe said that this video is too sexy. There are a bunch of crotch shots and ciara is basically naked for 3 and half minutes, but thats fine it aint for everybody!

Blame it on the Date Rape

I have this theory that Jamie Foxx song is actually about drugging some unsuspecting woman at the club and watching the effects of a date rape unravel. I can't be the only one. Do men actually stand there and just watch a woman as she gets drunk and tells her all the things he going to do to her while she's getting drunk? I don't think so! Either that or it's about some skank at the club getting drunk whatever applies.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Do Da STANKY LEG

i think these thick broads look so cute doing this stupid dance

Michelle Obama and Paula Deen Talking About Pimski

Club Boys

Isn't it crazy how u can have no interest in someone but when you see them in the club they become so attractive. Ive talked to this boy more than a few times and he was a dud but when I saw him in the club there was this attraction. No I wasn't drunk and it wasn't that dark in the club. Maybe its seeing someone in their element. I just find it really strange but sexy which is a great mix to me.

I can’t do it



I'm really trying to sit here and make myself like Lady Gaga. They played her in the club and everyone went crazy and I feel like I should like this song (Just Dance) but I cannot get into this broad. Is something wrong with me? Am I the only one? I understand her style and her song but it's not working. I'm feeling her CD though but I don't think I'm completely sold on her package. I do love the song "Eh Eh" that's probably her best song and less clubby type song.

“She Aint Got Sh!t on Me!”

I'm so ready for Letoya CD. Swing batta batta batta batta! She is slaying! Even though u never come for the other woman when you invest so much and someone and they play u you be ready to juke on a ho. "You a puppy/met a stray/ bringing fleas back home!" She aint got shit on me!


http://www.zshare.net/audio/571755880b74a334/


and her not anymore video

Funny!