NO SEX FOR ME

I feel like every year I have some self realization and decide to commit to celibacy. The same thing happens every year, I tell people my goal, they laugh, I laugh and then I proceed to have sex. Now I fully believe in sexuality, sexual freedom, intercourse, one night stands, head in the bathroom, you know, whatever you do to get by in life, just stay protected. Sex becomes a problem when it interferes with your judgement and clouds your reasoning. I was dangerously close to that point this past few years, mistaking lust for love is a mistake that we all make too often. I aim to be sexually independent I would never decide to be fully celibate sex is just too good i mean apart of being human, but i will commit to me.