Dark Void

This game looks sickkk in so many different ways. i love games that show verticality. the character design is awsome and i can just imagine flying around the stage shooting people. too bad its been pushed back. :(

Put U On

I feel like these women get too much slack. Two of which have vocal ability while one has excellent production.

Ashanti- You're Gon Miss- One of her best songs on a criminally underrated album. This song is so breezy and direct. It reminds me of a snow cone. I was a fan before but I'd love to here more of this pop sound from her.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/6403157653866dee/

Teairra Mari- Diamondsft. Kanye----Screw Kanye for not doing this video with her. this would have been a perfect way to reintroduce herself. everyone that hears this song loves it. She glides across the track like butter.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/640316043c4c12e7/

Cassie-Activate- Im going to start off by saying beauty is a talent. Cassandra has that in spades its the only reason we tolerate her and why shes still around 3 years later. Cassie would be so huge if she was out in the 80's. i can see her as one of Prince girls. this song activate proves that she can make a compelling track even with thosee limited chords.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/640316043c4c12e7/

Owwwooooooooo!

Out on the town

Me and my big Cuz out in the city. She's so damn pretty! We had so much fun! I HEART New York!

Me Trying the Cassie Look

Hahaha I'll try anything with my hair

Britney Spears - Gimme More

I was just feeling this shit this video is flawless. RAW.

Trash T.V.

I rediscovered television this summer. The season is coming to an end but these shows got me through this surprisingly cool summer.

Real Housewives of Atlanta- This show just started but it's given me all the entertainment I need for an entire season. Why do I love Kim and think everyone else is phony as all hell? Especially Lisa, who just lost her house, go figure, and most especially NENE. Keep the Drama COMING!

Tiny & Toya – This has been my ultimate guilty pleasure for the entire. It's the equivalent of Oprah eating an entire tub of ice cream because it's so damn bad for you but it's so damn good. The entire season I what tiny be verbally abused by T.I. and mindlessly wander through Atlanta, Georgia. Tiny really is the star of this show I give you props mama she holding it down for her man while making a name for herself. Toya on the other hand is her wise cracking sidekick trying to get from under Lil' Wayne shadow. I feel like she needs to try harder because while I now see Tiny for Tiny I still think of Toya as Lil Wayne baby mother.

The Wendy Williams Show- This woman single handedly saved television with her wit, intelligence, and down to earth personality. She is a true Cancer, we wear our hearts on our sleeves and are complete messes but we aren't afraid to show it.

I’m back! Tanned and X-Rated :-P

Refreshed and rejuvenated. 7 whole days of frolicking on the beach, tanning, drinking, bonding with my dad and family it was truly an experience to remember. There is so much to say and so much I want to do. I am on the plane now overlooking the ocean which is just phenomenal in its own right. Aruba was everything I remember and more! The accents were so funny but when the switch languages mid-sentence it just makes me feel like I've only experienced a small fraction of the world. I don't think I've ever drank as much as I did over the past 7 days everywhere we went there was liquor on hand. Shit, I'm coming back with this huge ten dollar bottle of Aruba rum hahaha! I took so many pictures and video I'm sure they will be popping up all over the place pretty soon. I haven't cut my phone on in a week so that should be fun. I have about an hour left until Miami (i.e. the United States) so I'm going to enjoy the ride and look at these pictures!

Lil’ Kim

Kimberly Denise Jones also know as Lil' Kim never ceases to amaze me. I am in complete awe at her performance during Nelson Mandela's Birthday. It wasn't just Kim trying out singing it was a human being vulnerable and elegant while being true to herself. Kim has been quite provocative over the years, infamous even, but its moment like these when I feel most humble to be her fan. Who would have thought a woman who had one breast exposed on MTV's red carpet, brags about making soda cans disappear in her mouth, and did a one year prison stint would be on stage with Cyndi Lauford SINGING "Time after Time" on Nelson Mandela's birthday? This is what I Iook for in an artist. When art comes from within and is appreciated across all generations and races. Lil' Kim teaches us that you don't need to put yourself in a box you create the box then DESTROY IT.

22 years old! Omg that's crazy I'm blessed I want to make great strides this year. I gon be on my Dr. Manhattan shit. Kissass.Com coming soon. Money in the bank debt free I need diplomas and accolades. I'm setting goals and then shooting them down with an automatic assault rifle! I'm not playing! Take heed. I'm going to find Jonathan and I'm going to love him uncoditionaly. This will be my last post for a while so stay blessed love u. That's it.

I shaved my legs and they feel amazing

I'm goin to Miami stylin wildin shining in diamonds the size of me ugg

On the plane headed to Miami then Aruba I'm truly grateful thanks Neil! I'm get so tanned!!! Bronzed down!

Happy birthday me!

Etsmih

Accept the good

I don't know anything about addiction Kelly

Ugh Halle is killing in this movie. "It should have been you Jerry" how u gon tell somebody they should have died? With a straight face and mean it?

But right now bath and The Emacipation of Mimi!

The reason I'm watching the things we lost in the fire because the moral of the movie is embracing ALL our emotions whether they are god our bad they are ours and they need to be addressed. They took the long way to get to the point but you know how you can sit through the longest movie for that one amazing scene? The scene that ties the whole movie together and just isn't as good out of context? That's why I'm watching this movie I need to see this tonight.

I just didn't realize how sad I was until tonight. On the eve of my birthday I'm not were I thought I would be and I have no idea where I'm going as a man. And I dint want to burden my friends because everyone is out having fun so I'll burden my blog.

I'm feeling real Mariah "one and only-ish" I'm riding home in pain I just drove around for 2 good hours crying. It's raining here so the backdrop was perfect

Maybe it's a birthday depression but I'm bout to watch " The things we Lost in the Fire" people really slept on this movie Halle killed as usual and Del Toro or whatever his name is really shined his performance alone makes this movie amazing

Ugh I hate Lil Sam. He said all I talk about is boys and everytime I go out it's a date. Which is like 88% true. It's so bittersweet here and I hate complaining but I'm feel like I'm deteriorating into nothing. Right now I'm sitting in the car texting my blog a couple days before my birthday. I hope this vacation really helps I feel so unfocused now moreso than ever.

P.s. I hate my life

Why did people give Teairra Mari such a hard time? She's amazing! Pretty. Vocals. Beats. Lyrics. Her songs have this polish to them. I'm just being put on to this Roc-a-Fella presents album so I'm late but music is timeless and she is preaching.

Out and About

Lil Kim at The Jackson Memorial

Lil' Kim on BFF

Boys are idiots

that is all

Is 50 cent Coming back?

This song is called "Paranoid" its amazing. Just on pointon all levels lyrics, hot beat, content, melody. 50 is going back to square one with this shit. I'M NOT MAD!

http://www.zshare.net/audio/623746131a7db06f/

Daddy

Jackson's kids emerge from behind the veil
July 7, 2009, 8:35 PM EST
LOS ANGELES (AP) -- For all the hasty preparations, hand-wringing over security, breathless media competition to scoop details and soul-wrenching performances, the essence of Michael Jackson's memorial service came down to 20 poignant, powerful seconds: the moment when 11-year-old Paris-Michael Jackson inched up to the microphone and, in a statement no one saw coming, referred to the late pop superstar as "Daddy."
It was a remarkably humanizing moment. Then again, it was remarkable just to see Jackson's three children in public to begin with.
A fiercely protective father, Jackson rarely brought his brood out into public, covering their faces in veils and party masks to protect their identity when he did.
Now here they were, unveiled, before an audience of thousands at Staples Center and millions more around the globe. Starting out seated in the front row, the three youngest Jacksons eventually joined the rest family onstage as the two-hour service wound to a close.
Dressed in the same dark suits and yellow ties as the rest of the Jackson men, 12-year-old Michael Joseph Jr., known as Prince Michael, chewed gum and toted the memorial service program; 7-year-old Prince Michael II, known as Blanket, held his program and clutched a Michael Jackson doll.
Paris, wearing a black dress with white trim, turned a small patent-leather purse over in her hands as other family members spoke. And then a dramatic hush fell over the crowd as family members whispered that the little girl, whose lifetime of public exposure amounted to a small handful of paparazzi photographs, Paris-Michael wanted to say something.
She furtively emerged from the tight circle of family members, who rushed to lower the microphone to her level. And with her uncle Randy on one side and aunt Janet on the other, Jackson's little girl stood center stage.
"I just wanted to say," Paris began weakly.
"Speak up, sweetheart, speak up," Janet encouraged, sweeping the girl's long hair back. "And get close."
Paris put one hand behind her neck, another on the microphone, and began again.
"Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine," she said, her tiny voice cracking.
Rebbie and Marlon Jackson moved in closer to comfort their niece. She shut her eyes tight.
Then she wrapped her hands — little fingernails painted red — around the microphone and fought back tears as she continued: "And I just wanted to say I love him — so much."
She collapsed in tears into her aunt's arms.
"It's OK, baby. It's OK," Janet Jackson said as she held Paris close. Prince joined in on the hug.
And all at once, Jackson wasn't the larger-than-life King of Pop, or Wacko Jacko the tabloid freak. He was a doting father who had left three adoring young children behind.
He was "Daddy."

http://tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=419992&affid=100055

Janet- Lonely

Artist:
Janet Jackson
Album:
Rhythm Nation 1814
Title:
LonelyFeeling so alone and desertedWith people standing all around youShould I trust someoneShould I stay off to myselfAlone with no one to talk toIt's such a helpless feelingSo anytime you feel the needCall me when you're lonelyCause everybody needs a friendTo be there when they're lonelySo don't isolate yourselfEvery time that I come aroundA person all aloneIs an unhappy oneWe need somebody near to love usSomeone who caresLiving life all by yourselvesImpossible to do and I'll be there for youAnytime you feel the needCall me when you're lonelyCause everybody needs a friendAnd I'll be yours if you're lonely(And if you're all alone)If you're all aloneAnd a friend you needLike a river flowsYou hurt, I'll bleedIf you can trust in meWe can find a wayTake away the painTime heals all thingsEven a lonely state of mindCause happiness is oh so hard to findIf you're lonely I will be thereSo anytime you feel the needCall me when you're lonelyCause everybody needs a friendTo be there when they're lonely

Teairra Marí - No Daddy

PREACH. SHE GAVE U EVERYTHING ON THIS SONG

LeToya Luckett - She Ain't Got Shit On Me [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

Work Toya! This and Teiarra Marie "Cause a Scene" stay on heavy rotation!

THE FIRST TIME BEYONCE EVER MOVED ME

Beyonce is the most talented female entertainer working right now. She never moved me emotional with her art however but this is truly something special. RIP MIKE

Cha M'on!

Royalty

Queen Latifa on Michael Jackson

"You believed in Michael and he believed in you. He made you believe in yourself," Queen Latifah told mourners. And in the context of our continuously refracted society, she nailed it.

This pretty much sums up my feelings on Mr. Jackson. He's saw the beauty in the world. I feel like he existed on another plane and just observed our world. He believed in us just we believed in him. We are very fortunate to witness something so amazing. I havent felt this way since Aaliyah died. We mourn because their talent eclisped their actual being.



http://entertainment.msn.com/news/article.aspx?news=419844&affid=100055&silentchk=1&&mpc=2

My Muse

Probably one of the most amzing people on earth.

I see u 98.7 killin this mj mix!!!!!! Rip to the greatest!

I hate this fuckin barbershop I swear this the last time I'm coming here because why is it Friday and only 2 people worki g while there are at least 7 people waiting plus people walkin in with appointments. I would have been left but once u sit somewhere for an hour u might as well se it through to the end. I left my zine at home my fone bout to die and I don't have my book. This shit has got to end.

This boy is amazing yall on some real shit. E

On da fone wit Lenny loving it

Lil Kim- My Favorite Pic

LIL KIM "I'm feeling real sexy and nasty"

tell em Kimberly cuz im ready for your nasty ass

EXCLUSIVE - Michael Jackson Last Rehearsal

Oh mike truly a great performance from a the GREATEST to ever do it a phenomenal man!

Michael Jackson-In the closet For Lenny

Pride 2009- fri

I'm going to have to break this down into multiple post because last weekend was off the damn chain. I'll start with Friday which I completely owe to my good friend William aka Champ. Who came up for the weekend. I'm so happy he got to see his idol Ms Brandy Norewood. Now I never thought brandy was a showstopper but she look great in person her body is on point and her personality was top notch just don't try to use the gay lingo B-Rocka be yourself that's why we love you! So I saw some old friends as well. I don't hold grudges but I also don't put myself in the position to get hurt. When I saw them it was all love even though I thought I would take it harder than that I believe I'm getting my jersey swag back. 4 years away from home alone had me stifled.

 

Once again thanks Champ! I got you next time! Pics below.

Feeling-------s

I think they are beautiful. Feelings are as infinite as our universe. Just imagine if we could calculate the distance from love to hate or from joy to depression and everything in between. And on top of that we must try to consolidate our own feelings with the next persons as if its normal. When I look around this little ass apartment and see how many people are crammed into this small space and we still have maintained this level of sanity I realize I witness a miracle every single day. Yea we fight, but shit whole galaxies collide and still keep it moving at the end of the day. Ya feel me?

New Brandy pics 6/26/2008 Club Promenade

I hate that the news is focusing on the bad

Rip king of pop!

The Bitch Mentality

MoonLi (12:57:31 AM): lol
MoonLi (12:57:33 AM): stop askin
MoonLi (12:57:35 AM): just do it
MoonLi (12:57:38 AM): fuck all the questions
JonYaBoY (12:57:42 AM): hahahaha
MoonLi (12:57:54 AM): im a bitch
MoonLi (12:57:56 AM): dont hurt my feelings
MoonLi (12:57:59 AM): i'll kill you
MoonLi (12:58:03 AM): in one way or the other
JonYaBoY (12:58:04 AM): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
MoonLi (12:58:14 AM): adopt that philosophy
MoonLi (12:58:16 AM): it'll get you far


The Gospel by Dr. Moonli

Ciara ft Missy Elliott - Work

This video is everything and MORE. THAT PONYTAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

I decided to stop saying lol wen nothing is funny. It's like I'm saying lol to spare feelings when in reailty they don't need to be spared.

It's like
"lol You looked really bad today and you smell funny lol"
Vs.
"You looked really bad and smell funny"

There's a difference and sometimes it needs to be said to make sure they know how u feel.
The digital age is introducing a whole new set of edicate and setting new rules on the way we communicate with each other.

On a date this boy is toooooooooo cunty but it's cute for him

You've grown. Whatver u went through in florida it broke u a little but you've grown

Riding around town with Kandon. We are at his school and it's got me itching to return to academics I hate being out of school esp since im diploma-less. The weather here is dreary but it's so jersey we stay with the overcast. It doesn't really feel like summer for some reason. Things are very tame and the weather is cool. It's a relief to be honest. Last summer was so hectic and I really didn't accomplish anything(except sexually). But it's still getting started so we'll see.

So I've come to the conclusion that jersey cunt is off da damn chain. Last night was hilarious in so many ways. You know the feeling when you walk in somebody house and there's boys, weed, and liquor everywhere? Like uhh what do I do? Well I didn't do much and the night pretty much summed up quick one liners and a peanut gallery on hgtv host. It was quite funny. I really do have to get use to this new jersey cunt steeze

I'm slightly annoyed with everytthing right about now. How do you arrange a date for Friday to have it rescheduled for saturday and then u completely forget? Woosah! This is the text generation if you don't want to dobsonething shoot a text. 2nd if I say imma call you back and i forget please don't wait a week and hit me up askin why I didn't call that shit is creepy to me.

Ok I just have to yet this off my chest and I won't mention names out of respect for all parties. I was with this boy last summer and we had a pretty good relationship for about 2 months maybe a month and a half but we got close met his family he met mines. A good dude just a little young and maybe too exeprienced. Well we stopped talk due to multiple indiscretions on his part. I went back to school and we definently grew apart but kept in touch. A full year later we are back textin and stuff but he has a boyfriend and I don't know how to feel about that yet because a large part of doesn't care but a equally large part only remembers the good times not the blatant disrespect. Since I moved back home I don't really have friends since "The Incident". It can get lonely here but like my girl Shayla said "When it's time to go it's time to go" and I wouldn't trade a fresh start/new perspective for anything. It's a stipulation on what could be a good friendship.

I'm in the barber shop think bout my life LOL it's crowded in here so I have plenty of time. I haven't been posting this week because I've been looking for a job. This recession is no joke ya boy is broke like shattered glass with 7 years of bad luck. But I will keep push and punchin till I get hired somewhere doing somthing for somebody be their friends. I wish I didn't look a mess today because it's always this cute boy in here and he's so homo but his feet so small very rodent like. But I digress. I plan on taking my Lil cousin out and about today that should be fun she's so precious.

I'm also about to overhaul this whole blog thing. Something more agressive and grown I don't know where to take it but I will be taking it there. I plan on being something serious by the end of the summer.

God is God and people are people

Stuck in jersey city traffic

Ugh Essex please come through. Goodluck to Zakee! I'm at bloomfield diner with my cousins it's pretty nice

Yay

Downtown nj

Joji LOL

Rip joni!

Umm y'all don't ask me for relationship advice cuz imma tell you to break up real talk

It was cute I guess

And he's late

On a date I guess I don't know how this will turn out cuz I have Lil interest and it's cold outside. He's a nice dude tho. A Lil short and funny looking. Funny looking is hot though. Right?

Ex'n out all my haters!

He's just not into you

Happy 21st Teryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My aunt got her braces off today! That's a good look that's what's I'm talking about! We all about change in 2009!

I think I need a life

Everybody said my german chocolate cake was nasty but it all gin and I only got 1 slice

Sigh...denied again. I really cannot wait to become an adult. I'm trying to start a new chapter but it's getting harder to turn the page. I will continue to stay positive (it's my new thing) it's kind of hard though. I feel like I'm being conditioned for disappointment. One foot at a time I guess.

I'm just going to go asleep

That new zune looks sick!

QS you're a fucking idiot

Nix that video it's kinda sad

I just made this german chocolate cake it didn't turn out right but I'll be eating it all week so ITS WHATEVER!

I just got so sleepy! I've only been up for 4 hrs I need a job so bad. It's my auntie kathy bday so we cookin out even tho it's 50 degrees outside. I'm editing my ex drunk callin me it's so funny that'll be up later

BMORE PICS

This is a test

MDay Weekend!

On my way back from Baltimore! What an amazing weekend! Boys, food, and family! Friday I hung out with my best friend Kandon that's my nigga for life. Serious going on ten years I've seen a lot of people come and go but my dude been here for me. Saturday I went to a party with one of my ex's. I think we can be good friends though. He's a really good person. He is also young and a boy lol so we'll see how that will work out he also has a man! They look cute together. I also reconnected with "man down". No comment but I will say don't mix vodka with corona cuz u will get fucked up! Sunday I got home at 7am drunk and horny my moms come in like get dressed we going to Baltimore. I'm like ok. It's a beautiful city. But webwouldnt dare stray from the civilized section. As of this writing I'm on my way back home. Its a 3 he ride and I'm bout to go to sleep. I'm so thankful!

Aaliyah Read Between the lines

Aaliyah Read Between the lines

Brandy - 2nd thought (bonus track - Human 2008)

One of my all time favorite brandy songs. This song got me through so much last winter. She's really preaching on this track. Because sometimes you let people back in your life evenwhen they should have been gone.Sometimes you need that 2nd thought. BRAVO!

MAN DOWN

Sigh. Another day another boy. Why do the boys youre really interested in want nothing to do with you? I was feeling dude so much! But it's all good. The whole point of dating is identifying your self worth. I don't want to get caught up in this thing. Honestly a companion would be so nice right now. I guess i neef to take advantage of being single. I have so much growing to do. Being home should be very interesting.

New Pics!

Random Cravings

I want Cracker Jacks! Caramel covered popcorn with sweetened peanuts and wooden box flavor! I would kill a box right now…

Defense Mechanism?

Sooooooo I met this boy and he pretty cool. We talk often enough and I think we know enough about each other to form certain generalizations about each other's personalities. He believes that my "game" is a defense mechanism. I don't let boys get close. Which I've heard before, I just never thought it was so easily detectable. Whoops? I thought if this was a good or bad thing, if my offensive defense was actually harming me. I think in some ways it has but I also feel like it's very necessary. People, especially boys can be, cruel. I don't mean to sound sententious but why should I let anyone get close when 90% I end up hurt?

Deon!

I haven't spoken to you in so long. I hope you're doing well and making it to all your classes ;). I see big things for you this summer you seem more focused than ever. I'm right behind you. I know you see all this Sasha Fierce info. This ho is everywhere ugh. But I know you love it. Well anyway hit me up! Love you!

Angel Down

am i the only one who didnt know farrah fawcett was dying? i swear i turn on the tv she in her death bed! thats so sad! and anal cancer. then i asked my mother how u get anal cancer and she sucked her teeth and said "u should kno".

Love Yourself!

From Lil Kim

I want to take a moment to talk to all young women about the four letter word…”LOVE”.

Not LOVE for money, not LOVE for sex, not even LOVE for a man or a woman, but LOVE for yourself! Sometimes we have the tendencies to look for LOVE in all the wrong places and seek acceptance to belong and fit in.

But the truth is that we must first LOVE ourselves. The most important thing is that once we LOVE ourselves we are capable and ready to LOVE others.

Till next time….
Honey Girl

Global Grind - LOVE YOURSELF...

Zune HD

TeamXbox has posted a story about the Zune HD, written this past January, using information going back to August 2008. The lengthy piece makes the Zune HD sound like an integration marvel -- something we're not exactly used to seeing from Redmond.

The Zune HD will allegedly be "a portable game console and media player," with the ability to link Microsoft's Skybox and integrate the current Zune and Xbox marketplaces. Something similar to the NXE will apparently function as the interface on the handheld. Zune HD will also allow users to play Xbox Live Arcade games either on their Xbox or on the handheld.

It all sounds so magical, Toto. When can we go to OZ?


[url=http://www.joystiq.com/2009/05/15/rumor-zune-hd-is-a-digital-entertainment-handheld-that-does/]Rumor: Zune HD is a 'digital entertainment handheld' that does ... everything[/url]
and the original article
[url=http://news.teamxbox.com/xbox/19639/Microsoft-Working-on-Digital-Entertainment-]Microsoft Working on Digital Entertainment Handheld - Xbox[/url]
Handheld/


i hope this is true because Zune shits on every multimedia device out right now except the iphone/itouch and i feel like they need competition

Grad "Pop Champagne"

im sooo mad that champagne aint pop!