Happy belated Bday to my girl Portia! Shes 21 but shes been sippin that lean since the cradle..jpg)
HBD to my beautiful, lovely, intelligent, amazing, phenomenal cousin Amina Aleah Gilchrist my first and true best friend! We getting old! Love you!
Love Sex Magic
by BlakMusicFirst
I like this a lot . Ciara is Stunning! My best friend Deon and I were talking last night andhe said that this video is too sexy. There are a bunch of crotch shots and ciara is basically naked for 3 and half minutes, but thats fine it aint for everybody!
I have this theory that Jamie Foxx song is actually about drugging some unsuspecting woman at the club and watching the effects of a date rape unravel. I can't be the only one. Do men actually stand there and just watch a woman as she gets drunk and tells her all the things he going to do to her while she's getting drunk? I don't think so! Either that or it's about some skank at the club getting drunk whatever applies.
Isn't it crazy how u can have no interest in someone but when you see them in the club they become so attractive. Ive talked to this boy more than a few times and he was a dud but when I saw him in the club there was this attraction. No I wasn't drunk and it wasn't that dark in the club. Maybe its seeing someone in their element. I just find it really strange but sexy which is a great mix to me.
I'm really trying to sit here and make myself like Lady Gaga. They played her in the club and everyone went crazy and I feel like I should like this song (Just Dance) but I cannot get into this broad. Is something wrong with me? Am I the only one? I understand her style and her song but it's not working. I'm feeling her CD though but I don't think I'm completely sold on her package. I do love the song "Eh Eh" that's probably her best song and less clubby type song.
I'm so ready for Letoya CD. Swing batta batta batta batta! She is slaying! Even though u never come for the other woman when you invest so much and someone and they play u you be ready to juke on a ho. "You a puppy/met a stray/ bringing fleas back home!" She aint got shit on me!
http://www.zshare.net/audio/571755880b74a334/
and her not anymore video
I guess this could be a Capcom review they have been on a roll lately with these 2 games.
Resident Evil 5
First up Resident Evil 5 which is just a stunner in every conceivable way. I am a big fan of its predecessor so there is biased but a good game is a good game. RE5 is set in Africa and the first thing you notice about the game is how beautiful it is. Every detail is there flies swarm around carcasses, sweat beads down brows, dirt 
even accumulates on the bottom of the Africans feet. It's a lot going on but u never feel out of control which is hard to do nowadays with everyone concerned with flash you forget about details and this game doesn't.
Street Fighter 4
Iono bout this game. It's growing on me. I usually love fighting games. This one isn't clicking with me at all. There is no pick up and play at all. It's pick up and get your ass kicked. Which would be great for a niche fighter but this is STREET FIGHTER everyone should enjoy this. Plus I own the game on the 360 so the controls seem to be off with the horrid d-pad. I wouldn't recommend this game to anyone who isn't prepared to be completely frustrated trying to figure the fighting system out.
This will hopefully be my last spring break of my college career. I had fun I was sick most of it. I went on a few dates that mostly ended up well. How come the ones you like never like you? Ehh I take comfort in knowing that there is some parallel universe where I get to play them out, or I can wait a couple of months and do it myself. My mommy bought me a TV 32 inch flat. I don't know why but thanks ma you're the best! I have so much work to get done I'm slightly daunted but it always works out in my favor. I only have a lil over a month of Florida left so let the countdown begin!
I'm (3/8/2009) on the path (the train that runs from jersey to NYC) I haven't done this in a min. I'll be leaving fl in a few months and I'm really anxious to cone home. My friend Myya told me not to get "stuck" here. I was taken aback at first but I understood exactly what she meant it's so easy to get attached to places and things. Including people and that's when you get "stuck". I never been that kind of person and I don't think I ever will be. I'm nomadic with my only roots being family and they do an admiral job of keeping me grounded.
Sometimes I sit and think about how much I've changed these past few years. I wasn't always this way. I am naturally a very quiet, mild, meek individual. Since I was a child I have always had a sense of humor that radiated through my quiet shell. I don't know if you follow my blog or not, but I am a gay man. But this isn't about where I am this story is about my past and my evolution. I'm leaving Florida in a couple of months so I think this will be my form of closure as I start a new chapter in my life. It is a sad story, but I think the message is very clear and true. Enjoy!
I'm going to start with the fall of my sophomore year of college.
I had a girlfriend once. A Ms. Darlene Harris, beautiful girl Hershey brown with this long beautiful hair. We were so similar (and still are) that it's not surprising we meshed so well. We separated by distance I was in Florida and she was in North Carolina. That fall she decided to visit me. When she told me my heart kind of skipped a beat. Of course I missed her but I also knew that certain things were expected, sexual things. Darlene and I were not very physical which was my choice; even though I had not been involved with boys at this point I sure as hell knew I wasn't going to be physical with a girl. She came toward the end of October if I the beginning of October if I recall. That same weekend I had bought a large metal piece of shit car, my first. It was a great weekend! I introduced her to my friends from West Palm Beach (more on them later). Of course we slept in the same bed. Nothing happened. Super awkward, but we drank and had fun. I still remember the day she left on the shuttle and I tried to kiss her and I couldn't out of embarrassment so I fumbled around with my mouth and aimed my lips in her general direction. When she got home she asked me why I didn't initiate any thing and I replied, "Why didn't you?" with my smart mouth. And then she said, "I thought you were gay". I know it's strange but that kind of hurt because even if you're gay, and you know when you're gay, when someone implies that you are, there is a pain that hits your gut because you try so hard to conform that when someone sees through your guise it rattles your reality. We left it at that and continued "talking" but I don't think either of us knew what for.
While all this was going on there was an event that I planned on auditioning for called fashion exclusive? A fashion show. I was trying to become more involved that semester and I did. I met most of my current friends at this time. I knew I was going to make the show. I'm cute and I have this swag. It might be a lazy swag but it's a swag a lot of boys in Florida don't possess. This is where I met Deon and Angelo.
I live for these lil' broads. I finally got my DVD and I'm ecstatic! I plan on watching the entire series when I get back to Florida. It's SIX DOUBLE SIDED DVD'S like who does that?
My bff hit me up today and was a little upset about a former flame trying to holla at one of his friends. Now the boy in question has already tried to holla at me but to no avail(I don't think he's that attractive).At first I didn't understand why my friend was mad but, as the conversation progressed and he listed off all the boys I was like yea this boy is using your friend list as a damn dating site. I don't mind friends overlapping but damn there should be a limit. Like when is enough enough? I suggested he go whoop his ass (verbally). What would you do if your ex was trying to run through your friends?
This is a shaky ass flight so if I go down and they find this laptop, I love y'all! Seriously though I'm having fun with this blog thing. It's a nice little escape and it centers me which is good because I'm a mess inside and out. I want to thank everyone that ever came here, left a comment, clicked a link, or supported Me and Alfie in anyway. I don't even know what I'm doing with this thing but I feel like I'm learning everyday and I thank God for this outlet in my life. Much love!
I'm so scared to step outside. I have absolutely zero winter clothes. My mother is gone on vacation and she left me in this cold ass house. I have dates! I can't be cold and shivering I'm too cute for all that.
I am an out of state college student. I travel a lot between New Jersey, my hometown, and Florida, my school. 9/10 my aunt schedules my flight because she works for the airport. I've never had trouble with this arrangement until last night when I arrived to a dark, EMPTY Jacksonville airport. First of all I didn't know airports closed. Second why did I call my aunt and tell her there was no flight going out and her response was of course "let me check" followed by "oh shit, I scheduled the wrong flight, you mad?" I could never be mad at my aunts they're amazing, but for like 2 seconds I wanted bite her in the uvula. I ended up at this hotel last night exploring myself. I really needed that money ugh!
First of all why is she swingin that damn mic stand all willy nilly and she know she doped up on that codine? i hope whoever got hit with that stand get cut a nice plump check.
I am I gamer! I do this with my free time I only on a 360 but I have a few games. I am eagerly awaiting Resident Evil 5 that is my next big purchase if you have XBL my gamer tag is J Robba! Hit me up!
J. Lo killed this song at first i hated it (the unmastered version
) but this shit knockes like a poor mans feedback but feedback was flawless in everyway. come back Jen we miss u!
So my girls leave the club and they screaming like "I want a cheeseburger! Omg!" It's like 2am, so we end up at checkers in the drive thru. It's a big weekend at my school (FISS I'm not going to spell it out) so the line was supa crazy crowded tell me why we in the damn line for a good hour! I have never. But that sandwich so good it gave me the bubgublies but it was worth it!
So I think I'm a model! Not really, but I recently performed in a fashion show. Now I said performed instead of modeled because these black fashion shows are more about choreography than actual modeling. Its less about the clothes and more about doing handstands and back flips while giving FACE! Here are some pics…
I didn't watch. Ugh I know I don't watch anything but I don't see the appeal of award shows anymore. It's the same people getting nominated every year throw in a couple of ethnic nominees with a tribute to Meryl Streep and Beyonce (to attract the black women/gay men). I just don't see the point. I never even heard of half these movies and honestly none of them look that good. I haven't watched since the Halle won. Is that bad? No I just decided it isn't.
i like this song one of the better songs from The Dream's album. i even like Kanye auto-tuneless verse.
In celebration of Black history month I went to a Museum on campus that's had a African bead exhibit. Very fascinating looking back at my culture an seeing how talented and valuable my history is. I encourage everyone to check out their local museum or African Heritage institute. BLACK LOVE!
I'm helping these kids in Gainesville with their FCAT (Florida's standardized test.) My life from now on will be an absolute value! I'm going stay positive. For the love of the children!
This is my favorite track off Brandy's Human album. It just makes me smile and brings me back to a certain place every time I'm down. This is a great song.
50 cent is a funny dude i more than chuckled in this 90 sec slip. I think the Rihanna/Chris scene was a little insensitive,but i dont expecty that from him. Enjoy!
How could someone that claim they love you,
Cheat on you?
Dump you?
Date the person they cheated on you with?
Habitually lie?
Take your money?
Take advantage?
Say they love you friday
Have sex with you Saturday
have orgy with strange old men Sunday?
Laugh about it!
and then shoot you a text saying "Happy Valentine's Day"?
Lawd have mercy
See I'm a brother/lover
Friend like no other
Ride out like Suzuki
And I thought this nigga knew me
I always knew he was a thief
Because every night I would sleep he took my body then my keys
Sped away while I laid
He would play while I prayed
And I never thought I would be here
Came for my throat but stabbed my back first
And when my knees buckled
Could have sworn this nigga chuckled
But you a coward you can't hurt me
And you will never have the power
You see you're like a child on tantrum
A slut on a strut
Because before you see me drop, I'll watch you self destruct
I'm throwing a party for the Valentine's Day losers lovers like me. Look forward to picas it should be cute if God wills it's so!
Now my roommates are cool we never really had a problem but this shit has got to end… why my house got to look like this??? Why are we waiting for the damn wild life to wander in? It's becoming a habitat and it's sickening! I clean and clean but in 2 days (or the next day) it's back to the same shit! I'm not having it!
It was pretty good. I don't even like the man like that but he was regulating addressing the issues head on it give me inspiration. Who was the brother that asked the baseball question though? Like u can ask the King of the world anything and u ask him about Anthony Rodriguez? Is it me or were they going in on Obama and he wasn't having it! He was beating them down like Chris did RiRi
Contusions! Bite marks! Devil horns!
Now I have never seen my mother get hit by a man I hope to God I never will, but its something very disturbing about watching a man pummel a woman. I never understood it. Women already go through so much and regardless the "reason" hitting her like that was so unnecessary. I feel like he's going to get away with this. Blacks are very forgiving (R. Kelly), I never really liked Chris Brown he looks like a pony and sings like seagull. However, he is very talented and its disappointing to look at such a talent fall from grace. I can just picture all the lil 8th graders that look up to him beating their girlfriends
Iono what got into people minds lately, but I feel like everyone is just spewing rude ass, simple ass, loud ass comments to assert themselves or maybe because they feel like people won't say anything. I just cant stand when people talk!
This week is all about speaking up on shit that's been bothering me for a while now. Little things, big things it don't matter I'm poppin off son! Stay tuned…
"An L.A. court ordered the 47-year-old funnyman to pay approximately $51,700 per month until Angel reaches 18 years old, which would total about $10.3 million."
Omg the uterus is like a pot of gold!
http://www.allheadlinenews.com/articles/7014003225
…which has been bothering for a long time. I don't want to say I feel dumb, because I'm far from that. However I feel extremely disappointed in myself and I hate that feeling. It's the equivalent of being held back in my opnion. I'm assuming my whole family knows by now. After mom dukes know everyone know, ya know? But regardless Im going to K.I.M. I never stay down for long,its just something in me that never thinks a situation is that bad. As long as I have my family, my faith, and my lube ill be alright.
Now I never watch this show…ever… I just don't get it, but if this woman is going to dance for me every week I wall watch call, vote, mail, cry when she gets kicked off everything I LOVE HER! Kimberly Jones can do no wrong in my eyes. I can't wait to see the outfits!
Them island girls don't play! I knew something was going down after the rumors of a breakup and the pictures of Chris over in the UK but why would you lay your hands on a woman? Especially the beautiful Rihanna. I bet her voice can get pretty annoying though especially if her arguing voice is anything like her singing voice. All I'm going to do is pray, because I know Beyonce is just on a yacht somewhere laughing and stealing someone writing a song about domestic violence.
I had no interest in watching the Grammies last night. Maybe because they are always boring or because I'll know it will be all over youtube in like an hour. I just don't see the point. It's the same with movies especially since I installed Netflix (highly recommended). Like what is the point of television.
I don't know how to deal with this month. Blacks have come a long way in America. There has been much progression look at our president. However I still don't know how to feel about this "celebration". I'm black but I'm also a lot of other things. As I look back at the great accomplishments of our ancestors I realize that my actions and the seeds I plant today will influence a generation. We have been oppressed for so long and while I feel the weight I do not feel the pain of my ancestors. Which is a blessing and a curse, because once the pain is gone we can move forward, but without it how will we know severerity of slavery and racism? We come so far but we have a long way to go…which is fine because we K.I.M. keep it moving!
Very cool song Cam may not be the best rapper but he raps with such conviction you can't helped but be entertained. I need a Killa Season 2 Cam!
RIP SHERLOCK this fish held on so long and is a true inspiration. Even though we live our lives ina fish bowl we must still remember that we are alive and we must live for the sake of living and knowing that there is something better waiting for us outside of the fish bowl.
FLOAT ON
I really want Ginuwine to be successful he's one of the best RnB singers from the 90's. While this song is nice it's not really OMG material and i honestly think he has it in him. I think this songs proves he still has the swag and the vocals to keep up with the Chris Browns and Ushers instead of the J. Holidays and Trey Songz. Well here's the link enjoy!
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