Me and Alfie

Whitney Houston: "Nothing But Love" World Tour 2010 Interview

2010-03-18T15:36:00.001-07:00

Whitney goin in on all ur favs!

Kelis - Fuck Dem Bitches

2010-03-07T15:39:00.001-08:00

umm yea

NEW RIHANNA "HARD'

2009-11-02T16:34:00.000-08:00

GO RIRI

http://www.mediafire.com/?m4jlkmazntx

Emmet Till

2009-11-01T16:08:00.001-08:00

XYZ Nathaniel, your gay is showing.

Yes, I threw a stone at your glass closet. No "fag" is trembling at your petty scare tactics Nathaniel. I did not even mention your name, yet you are the one to take offense. SMH. I understand what it's like to be a gay man living on the DL.

I know it hurts.

You see I do not fear you, you fear me! Look how you tremble and madly pound on the keyboard typing your remedial nonsense. That gay spirit is so strong and fighting it will only feed that rage and frustration you have built up inside. Your delusion went as far as to resurrect the tragic, legendary, and ICONIC Emmett Till. Do you even know who Emmett Till is? Do you realize he died so you can walk with your head high? You fool. It's blasphemy.

First you disrespect dark-skinned women (and you don't even like girls!) then you threaten "faggots" with death using one of Americas greatest icons. The gall! Where is your shame? Whoops, I know, you left it deep in the closet with the rest of your integrity.

I'm not even going to mention your dates with Angelo, and me dropping the 2 of you off at your dorm. I won't do that because this isn't about me. This is about all the little gay boys who ARE afraid of people like you. If you hate yourself so much that you want to kill me by all means do! GAY IS THE NEW BLACK!!! I'll be your Emmett Till because if I have to die to shed light on your homophobic ignorance then so be it.

We are family like it or not.

The only thing I am upset about is that the video and its subsequent comments were removed. The world needs to see how dangerous and powerful homophobia truly is. This is the type of rage and fear that we live with everyday. How could anyone condone (and yes people did agree with him) such bigotry?

Jumbled Thoughts

2009-10-30T20:36:00.001-07:00

Omg I feel like im going crazy! Trapped in this damn house, broke, lonely its so strange seeing my peers live their life while im stuck in this place a year behind. Its really strange. Im a bout to log off of facebook and all that social networking again it really isn't helping. Im just sitting here drinking my Smirnoff bang on the keyboard hoping it all makes sense. Im not even gon spell check this! GIVING IT TO YOU RAW AND UNCUT STARIAGHT OFF THE DOME! Listenignt o this amerie cd its pretty hot. Theres this one song where she talks about not being able to trust someone because she doesn't even trust love! How deep is that? I don't know why love and emotion plays such a large role in my life. I feel like some people can walk around with their emotions in check and I really wish I could be that way sometimes. i have this persistent anxiety that seems to be taking over my life. This fear of failure its so scary to me.im looking at my schedule for November and its looking real dry. I missed the first ever Kean historical society meeting and I was pissed! All because of work. Work work work work work work work… im damn grateful for that job but Abercrombie aint shit! Its all a system very intricate and very faulty. Which comes full circle to watching my peers live their dreams. I sit and think and wonder and cry about what if I graduated from the University of Florida, the only college I ever applied to when I used to be a traight a student. The last 4 years got me feeling hollow. Extremely vacant its hard for me to even care about much of anything. I was talkin to my bestie deon and we were comparing our freshman year. Its sad that we both came to the conclusion that we didn't even have a chance. For different reasons of course. It was just a series of unfortunate events. Black, gay, broke, in a country swamp. I learned a lot tho and met some amazing people. I just need that FIRE! I don't really have a passion or hobby. i don't even play videogames like I used to. Its really upsetting. expressing. And while I love being home im slowly starting to remember why I left. Its too many women here! Ugh like 7 of them in one house. And they all loud and rude and it's a lot. There is constant emasculation from every angle. Gay men on tv are faggots and sissies its just too much on my psyche. I feel like im in a void I guess that's all for now. Trust there is more im just tryin to get back into this thing.

Master Class

2009-10-30T19:35:00.001-07:00

My boy Daryl has a monologue coming up soon. He's a great guy energetic very motivated and muy intelligente lol. I'll be there! My dude is definitely Alfie Approved. It's good to see my peers excelling and living their dreams.

Here is the press release:

Up-and–coming talent will share industry challenges with intimate cabaret.

October 06, 2009 (UNION/BLOOMFIELD, NJ) — Daryl Stewart is not your typical mediocre young adult: He is a powerful stage actor and vocalist, both in musicals and concert work. He's known for vanishing magically into his characters, whether on film or on stage. And in Early November, he will return to Piano's with his debut cabaret "Master Class". His unique musical stylings will be on display for all to see during the intimate vulnerable performance at the theater on November 8, 2009. His anticipated debut solo album that is a companion piece to the show will be released in stores and online weeks after the show!

Accompanied by his musical director, Melissa Abate, Stewart will serenade the audience with his favorite standards and jams from the past 10 years of his career. In between songs, he will share poignant moments, tribulations and challenges from his colorful and artistic journey with his "apprentices".

The Union New Jersey native and up and coming star of stage and screen made his theatrical debut in a community production of "Oliver Twist!" and hasn't stopped performing since. In addition to a celebrated theatrical career, Stewart has appeared on television, in short films, and more. He is the host of a weekly radio show entitled "The Daryl Stewart Show" on Internet radio and an advocate for Arts Education. He currently attends New York University pursuing a dual degree in Theatre/Social Science.

On stage, he is best known for his role as Mereb in the celebrated 2005 production of Disney's "AIDA", which earned the budding star a Papermill Playhouse Rising Star Nomination for Best Supporting Actor. In the Spring of this year, he appeared in the racy, provocative musical Wolfe's "The Wild Party" at the Westminster Arts Center in NJ to rave reviews!

Stewart's Cabaret Show," MASTER CLASS" will be performed at Piano's, 36 Broad Street, Bloomfield NJ 07003. The Show will be NOVEMBER 8, @ 2009 at 7 pm sharp, with a running time of 90 minutes. THERE IS NO COVER CHARGE, but there is a $15 food/drink minimum. For Reservations or for more information on the show please email dstewartlive@gmail.com or call (973) 743-7209. For more information please visit www.darylstewart.net. When asked for a comment Stewart exclaimed "The show will be an intimate chance for everyone to experience my artistic journey; my trials, tribulations, highs and lows on my quest to become a professional performing artist. In addition, its my chance to show the world, not all young African American men my age are negative, some of us are quite talented and doing well."

Yasmeen Blue Jeans

2009-10-20T11:10:00.001-07:00

Rihanna - It's Over (Snippet) with Lyrics + Downloadlink

2009-10-18T11:21:00.001-07:00

Lil' Kim - The BeeMixes Mixtape Promo Video [Brooklyn Bombshell]

2009-10-18T08:39:00.001-07:00

I’m So tired

2009-09-26T11:53:00.001-07:00

I'm about to leave class and it just dawned on me that I have really calmed down since school started. I haven't really been out definitely haven't gotten drunk and I feel quite virginal. Iono know why maybe it's the season. I want to do so well here there's really no excuse. Time here should go by quickly enough. I pray.

Done

2009-09-23T19:58:00.001-07:00

Gotcha!

Put ya hands up!

Creeping

Sneakin

Freakin

Leaving

Somebody got to go

This aint gon work no more

U don't get sick of lying?

cuz im sick of trying

Sex with my friend

2009-09-23T19:57:00.001-07:00

I was thinking if we did this would I still be

Everything you promised me

Would you want to get to know me

love me and hold me

oooo just the thought

I never did this before

made love to my buddy

but the way he kis me and hug me

I feel like it's a sin

sex with my friend

I just don't want us to end

LOL

Good

2009-09-22T19:40:00.001-07:00

I'm in such a good place right now that I can't believe it. It's like when good things happen to me I don't really feel like I deserve it. I hate that I feel that way but it's all a learning process. I feel healthy and happy. Like I have some sort of grasp on my life it's so strange because I never felt that way. I so love my friends and family right now. Everyone is growing and blossoming. This is the time of growth.

I Believe

2009-09-17T21:39:00.001-07:00

Oh Whitney she gave me everything I need this week. I enjoyed that interview so much that I had to dig deep in my collection for a lost jewel of music The Preachers Wife Soundtrack. Oh how the angels sing! And Whitney's voice is truly angelic. Her voice carries this album to dizzying heights that seem to transcend its gospel roots into and all around inspiration. I feel myself drifting away from religion lately. I don't know why. I know I believe but I also know that because of the way I was born my seat in heaven isn't guaranteed. However, this album has me believing again. Not just in God but in myself and in love. Songs like "You are loved" reinforces themes self love while also reminding me of the love that surrounds me. "I Go to the Rock" this song takes me straight to church! She should have gotten her voice insured because the way she this song she could convert bin Laden. I also love how it's not just a Gospel CD but an RnB CD. Songs like "I Believe in You and Me "and "My Heart is calling" give strong baby making vibes. I just have nothing but high regards for this CD. I remember my mother playing this around the house back when I was just a kid. It resonated with me then and it resonates today

Me and Alfie

2009-09-17T15:42:00.001-07:00

I'm going g to try and post more regularly. I'm back in school and its full swing I'm in the library now just finishing some homework. I know nobody reads my blog but if you do read it please don't be offended. These are my thoughts and feelings I could never put a lid on them they are out of my control and all my own. This is my baby! Me and Alfie go hard!

So enjoy!

Code

2009-09-08T20:16:00.001-07:00

ANFS-7VQ5JC

Vanity 6 Medley LIVE

2009-09-07T21:10:00.001-07:00

im ordering this cd TOMORROW!

ATLANTA PRIDE 2009 WIT LIL KIM

2009-09-06T05:36:00.001-07:00

A LEGEND

I Support You LeToya

2009-08-26T18:49:00.000-07:00

I Dont Think You're Readyfor This THANG!

2009-08-25T11:25:00.002-07:00

RIP babygirl.I will always love ur music and support you no matter what.

Ten Pennies Please!

2009-08-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

Foxy Brown - I Can't

2009-08-22T10:04:00.001-07:00

I know i dont rep foxy too hard on here but i love love love this song. she was spittin some real shit here and total delivered 100%. Remember when everyone was skinny?

Arkham Asylum

2009-08-21T12:09:00.000-07:00

Video Games | Batman: Arkham Asylum | Arkham Retrospective

XBox 360 | Playstation 3 | Nintendo Wii

Here is a pretty cool history lesson on Arkham Asylum, the institution that Batman sends all the bad guys.

That's Rude

2009-08-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

Michael was born cool and I'm pretty sure he died that way... Why give himthe cover at all if u gon throw a diss? HE'S DEAD! SHM...

SHE IS BEAUTY

2009-08-20T15:41:00.000-07:00

PS3 SLIM

2009-08-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

OH SHIT!

I feel like Sony Just arrived to the party. With a $299 pricetag I might have to bag one of these. It's about time!

ugh my banner

2009-08-16T23:45:00.000-07:00

i messed up my banner but its stayin till i feel like doing something else

JoJo Forever In My Life

2009-08-15T14:48:00.001-07:00

Ugh! JoJo is everthing in the world that is good! her voice makes me believe in miracles and unicorns. She will go down in history as something serious.

I Can Die

2009-08-15T13:53:00.000-07:00

2009-08-14T16:36:00.001-07:00

Ugh

Some Pics...

2009-08-14T10:38:00.000-07:00

Freddy Krueger

2009-08-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

If they do this right it could be incredible. Freddy has wit and attacks you in your dreams which automatically makes him 67% more interesting than any other killer out there. They say the new film will take a serious approach to the psychology of nightmares. Sounds good to me! Make it work.

GIMMIE

2009-08-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

This is my first Fall/Winter in 4 years! I want so much. I'm Just now think how im work this shit out. Maybe I need a job?

I love Janet

2009-08-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

I just had to say that. She's such an Ice Queen yet she can warm your heart with her smile. I just had to say that.

Mass Effect 2 New Character: Thane

2009-08-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

I love ME it took me awhile to beat but once it got going you just had to appreciate the attention to detail and the great story. This one looks just as amazing. This character is Thane. That face is fierce!

The Shoulderbrella

2009-08-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

Omg I want one!

http://translate.google.com/translate?prev=hp&hl=en&js=y&u=http://www.hands-net.jp/goods/10617&sl=ja&tl=en&history_state0=

2009-08-14T08:16:00.001-07:00

I just read the most amazing book. Dancer of Dreams a book about an 18th century plantation owner Hannah Verner who was recently widowed and her ballerina daughter Michele. The book was about following your heart and your dreams. These women didn't listen to what others had to say they were very head strong. And Hannah had a gay best friend Andre who served as comic relief and a bridge between Hannah and her daughter. This is my third book this summer and it's probably the best.

Aaliyah - Back And Forth

2009-08-14T07:58:00.001-07:00

Lets get this Friday started RIGHT!

Dark Void

2009-08-12T15:13:00.001-07:00

This game looks sickkk in so many different ways. i love games that show verticality. the character design is awsome and i can just imagine flying around the stage shooting people. too bad its been pushed back. :(

Put U On

2009-08-12T14:52:00.000-07:00

I feel like these women get too much slack. Two of which have vocal ability while one has excellent production.

Ashanti- You're Gon Miss- One of her best songs on a criminally underrated album. This song is so breezy and direct. It reminds me of a snow cone. I was a fan before but I'd love to here more of this pop sound from her.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/6403157653866dee/

Teairra Mari- Diamondsft. Kanye----Screw Kanye for not doing this video with her. this would have been a perfect way to reintroduce herself. everyone that hears this song loves it. She glides across the track like butter.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/640316043c4c12e7/

Cassie-Activate- Im going to start off by saying beauty is a talent. Cassandra has that in spades its the only reason we tolerate her and why shes still around 3 years later. Cassie would be so huge if she was out in the 80's. i can see her as one of Prince girls. this song activate proves that she can make a compelling track even with thosee limited chords.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/640316043c4c12e7/

Owwwooooooooo!

2009-08-12T00:35:00.000-07:00

Out on the town

2009-08-12T00:09:00.001-07:00

Me and my big Cuz out in the city. She's so damn pretty! We had so much fun! I HEART New York!

Me Trying the Cassie Look

2009-08-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

Hahaha I'll try anything with my hair

Britney Spears - Gimme More

2009-08-11T23:29:00.001-07:00

I was just feeling this shit this video is flawless. RAW.

Trash T.V.

2009-08-11T23:02:00.001-07:00

I rediscovered television this summer. The season is coming to an end but these shows got me through this surprisingly cool summer.

Real Housewives of Atlanta- This show just started but it's given me all the entertainment I need for an entire season. Why do I love Kim and think everyone else is phony as all hell? Especially Lisa, who just lost her house, go figure, and most especially NENE. Keep the Drama COMING!

Tiny & Toya – This has been my ultimate guilty pleasure for the entire. It's the equivalent of Oprah eating an entire tub of ice cream because it's so damn bad for you but it's so damn good. The entire season I what tiny be verbally abused by T.I. and mindlessly wander through Atlanta, Georgia. Tiny really is the star of this show I give you props mama she holding it down for her man while making a name for herself. Toya on the other hand is her wise cracking sidekick trying to get from under Lil' Wayne shadow. I feel like she needs to try harder because while I now see Tiny for Tiny I still think of Toya as Lil Wayne baby mother.

The Wendy Williams Show- This woman single handedly saved television with her wit, intelligence, and down to earth personality. She is a true Cancer, we wear our hearts on our sleeves and are complete messes but we aren't afraid to show it.

I’m back! Tanned and X-Rated :-P

2009-08-11T22:02:00.003-07:00

Refreshed and rejuvenated. 7 whole days of frolicking on the beach, tanning, drinking, bonding with my dad and family it was truly an experience to remember. There is so much to say and so much I want to do. I am on the plane now overlooking the ocean which is just phenomenal in its own right. Aruba was everything I remember and more! The accents were so funny but when the switch languages mid-sentence it just makes me feel like I've only experienced a small fraction of the world. I don't think I've ever drank as much as I did over the past 7 days everywhere we went there was liquor on hand. Shit, I'm coming back with this huge ten dollar bottle of Aruba rum hahaha! I took so many pictures and video I'm sure they will be popping up all over the place pretty soon. I haven't cut my phone on in a week so that should be fun. I have about an hour left until Miami (i.e. the United States) so I'm going to enjoy the ride and look at these pictures!

Lil’ Kim

2009-08-11T22:02:00.001-07:00

Kimberly Denise Jones also know as Lil' Kim never ceases to amaze me. I am in complete awe at her performance during Nelson Mandela's Birthday. It wasn't just Kim trying out singing it was a human being vulnerable and elegant while being true to herself. Kim has been quite provocative over the years, infamous even, but its moment like these when I feel most humble to be her fan. Who would have thought a woman who had one breast exposed on MTV's red carpet, brags about making soda cans disappear in her mouth, and did a one year prison stint would be on stage with Cyndi Lauford SINGING "Time after Time" on Nelson Mandela's birthday? This is what I Iook for in an artist. When art comes from within and is appreciated across all generations and races. Lil' Kim teaches us that you don't need to put yourself in a box you create the box then DESTROY IT.

2009-07-13T08:10:00.001-07:00

22 years old! Omg that's crazy I'm blessed I want to make great strides this year. I gon be on my Dr. Manhattan shit. Kissass.Com coming soon. Money in the bank debt free I need diplomas and accolades. I'm setting goals and then shooting them down with an automatic assault rifle! I'm not playing! Take heed. I'm going to find Jonathan and I'm going to love him uncoditionaly. This will be my last post for a while so stay blessed love u. That's it.

2009-07-13T07:20:00.001-07:00

I shaved my legs and they feel amazing

2009-07-13T07:11:00.001-07:00

I'm goin to Miami stylin wildin shining in diamonds the size of me ugg

2009-07-13T02:48:00.001-07:00

On the plane headed to Miami then Aruba I'm truly grateful thanks Neil! I'm get so tanned!!! Bronzed down!

2009-07-13T02:43:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday me!

2009-07-12T10:41:00.001-07:00

Etsmih

2009-07-11T23:33:00.001-07:00

Accept the good

2009-07-11T23:18:00.001-07:00

I don't know anything about addiction Kelly

2009-07-11T22:43:00.001-07:00

Ugh Halle is killing in this movie. "It should have been you Jerry" how u gon tell somebody they should have died? With a straight face and mean it?

2009-07-11T20:56:00.001-07:00

But right now bath and The Emacipation of Mimi!

2009-07-11T20:54:00.001-07:00

The reason I'm watching the things we lost in the fire because the moral of the movie is embracing ALL our emotions whether they are god our bad they are ours and they need to be addressed. They took the long way to get to the point but you know how you can sit through the longest movie for that one amazing scene? The scene that ties the whole movie together and just isn't as good out of context? That's why I'm watching this movie I need to see this tonight.

2009-07-11T20:49:00.001-07:00

I just didn't realize how sad I was until tonight. On the eve of my birthday I'm not were I thought I would be and I have no idea where I'm going as a man. And I dint want to burden my friends because everyone is out having fun so I'll burden my blog.

2009-07-11T20:47:00.001-07:00

I'm feeling real Mariah "one and only-ish" I'm riding home in pain I just drove around for 2 good hours crying. It's raining here so the backdrop was perfect

2009-07-11T18:41:00.001-07:00

Maybe it's a birthday depression but I'm bout to watch " The things we Lost in the Fire" people really slept on this movie Halle killed as usual and Del Toro or whatever his name is really shined his performance alone makes this movie amazing

2009-07-11T17:50:00.001-07:00

Ugh I hate Lil Sam. He said all I talk about is boys and everytime I go out it's a date. Which is like 88% true. It's so bittersweet here and I hate complaining but I'm feel like I'm deteriorating into nothing. Right now I'm sitting in the car texting my blog a couple days before my birthday. I hope this vacation really helps I feel so unfocused now moreso than ever.

2009-07-11T17:39:00.001-07:00

P.s. I hate my life

2009-07-11T17:36:00.001-07:00

Why did people give Teairra Mari such a hard time? She's amazing! Pretty. Vocals. Beats. Lyrics. Her songs have this polish to them. I'm just being put on to this Roc-a-Fella presents album so I'm late but music is timeless and she is preaching.

Out and About

2009-07-08T15:08:00.001-07:00

Lil Kim at The Jackson Memorial

2009-07-08T00:41:00.001-07:00

Lil' Kim on BFF

2009-07-08T00:39:00.001-07:00

Boys are idiots

2009-07-08T00:25:00.001-07:00

that is all

Is 50 cent Coming back?

2009-07-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

This song is called "Paranoid" its amazing. Just on pointon all levels lyrics, hot beat, content, melody. 50 is going back to square one with this shit. I'M NOT MAD!

http://www.zshare.net/audio/623746131a7db06f/

Daddy

2009-07-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

Jackson's kids emerge from behind the veil
July 7, 2009, 8:35 PM EST
LOS ANGELES (AP) -- For all the hasty preparations, hand-wringing over security, breathless media competition to scoop details and soul-wrenching performances, the essence of Michael Jackson's memorial service came down to 20 poignant, powerful seconds: the moment when 11-year-old Paris-Michael Jackson inched up to the microphone and, in a statement no one saw coming, referred to the late pop superstar as "Daddy."
It was a remarkably humanizing moment. Then again, it was remarkable just to see Jackson's three children in public to begin with.
A fiercely protective father, Jackson rarely brought his brood out into public, covering their faces in veils and party masks to protect their identity when he did.
Now here they were, unveiled, before an audience of thousands at Staples Center and millions more around the globe. Starting out seated in the front row, the three youngest Jacksons eventually joined the rest family onstage as the two-hour service wound to a close.
Dressed in the same dark suits and yellow ties as the rest of the Jackson men, 12-year-old Michael Joseph Jr., known as Prince Michael, chewed gum and toted the memorial service program; 7-year-old Prince Michael II, known as Blanket, held his program and clutched a Michael Jackson doll.
Paris, wearing a black dress with white trim, turned a small patent-leather purse over in her hands as other family members spoke. And then a dramatic hush fell over the crowd as family members whispered that the little girl, whose lifetime of public exposure amounted to a small handful of paparazzi photographs, Paris-Michael wanted to say something.
She furtively emerged from the tight circle of family members, who rushed to lower the microphone to her level. And with her uncle Randy on one side and aunt Janet on the other, Jackson's little girl stood center stage.
"I just wanted to say," Paris began weakly.
"Speak up, sweetheart, speak up," Janet encouraged, sweeping the girl's long hair back. "And get close."
Paris put one hand behind her neck, another on the microphone, and began again.
"Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine," she said, her tiny voice cracking.
Rebbie and Marlon Jackson moved in closer to comfort their niece. She shut her eyes tight.
Then she wrapped her hands — little fingernails painted red — around the microphone and fought back tears as she continued: "And I just wanted to say I love him — so much."
She collapsed in tears into her aunt's arms.
"It's OK, baby. It's OK," Janet Jackson said as she held Paris close. Prince joined in on the hug.
And all at once, Jackson wasn't the larger-than-life King of Pop, or Wacko Jacko the tabloid freak. He was a doting father who had left three adoring young children behind.
He was "Daddy."

http://tv.msn.com/tv/article.aspx?news=419992&affid=100055

Janet- Lonely

2009-07-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

Artist:
Janet Jackson
Album:
Rhythm Nation 1814
Title:
LonelyFeeling so alone and desertedWith people standing all around youShould I trust someoneShould I stay off to myselfAlone with no one to talk toIt's such a helpless feelingSo anytime you feel the needCall me when you're lonelyCause everybody needs a friendTo be there when they're lonelySo don't isolate yourselfEvery time that I come aroundA person all aloneIs an unhappy oneWe need somebody near to love usSomeone who caresLiving life all by yourselvesImpossible to do and I'll be there for youAnytime you feel the needCall me when you're lonelyCause everybody needs a friendAnd I'll be yours if you're lonely(And if you're all alone)If you're all aloneAnd a friend you needLike a river flowsYou hurt, I'll bleedIf you can trust in meWe can find a wayTake away the painTime heals all thingsEven a lonely state of mindCause happiness is oh so hard to findIf you're lonely I will be thereSo anytime you feel the needCall me when you're lonelyCause everybody needs a friendTo be there when they're lonely

Teairra Marí - No Daddy

2009-07-07T21:54:00.001-07:00

PREACH. SHE GAVE U EVERYTHING ON THIS SONG

LeToya Luckett - She Ain't Got Shit On Me [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

2009-07-07T21:07:00.001-07:00

Work Toya! This and Teiarra Marie "Cause a Scene" stay on heavy rotation!

THE FIRST TIME BEYONCE EVER MOVED ME

2009-07-07T21:04:00.001-07:00

Beyonce is the most talented female entertainer working right now. She never moved me emotional with her art however but this is truly something special. RIP MIKE

Cha M'on!

2009-07-07T20:23:00.001-07:00

Royalty

Queen Latifa on Michael Jackson

2009-07-07T19:23:00.000-07:00

"You believed in Michael and he believed in you. He made you believe in yourself," Queen Latifah told mourners. And in the context of our continuously refracted society, she nailed it.

This pretty much sums up my feelings on Mr. Jackson. He's saw the beauty in the world. I feel like he existed on another plane and just observed our world. He believed in us just we believed in him. We are very fortunate to witness something so amazing. I havent felt this way since Aaliyah died. We mourn because their talent eclisped their actual being.

http://entertainment.msn.com/news/article.aspx?news=419844&affid=100055&silentchk=1&&mpc=2

My Muse

2009-07-07T19:18:00.000-07:00

Probably one of the most amzing people on earth.

2009-07-03T14:24:00.001-07:00

I see u 98.7 killin this mj mix!!!!!! Rip to the greatest!

2009-07-03T11:02:00.001-07:00

I hate this fuckin barbershop I swear this the last time I'm coming here because why is it Friday and only 2 people worki g while there are at least 7 people waiting plus people walkin in with appointments. I would have been left but once u sit somewhere for an hour u might as well se it through to the end. I left my zine at home my fone bout to die and I don't have my book. This shit has got to end.

2009-07-03T01:39:00.001-07:00

This boy is amazing yall on some real shit. E

2009-07-03T01:28:00.001-07:00

On da fone wit Lenny loving it

Lil Kim- My Favorite Pic

2009-07-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

LIL KIM "I'm feeling real sexy and nasty"

2009-07-02T13:53:00.001-07:00

tell em Kimberly cuz im ready for your nasty ass

EXCLUSIVE - Michael Jackson Last Rehearsal

2009-07-02T13:49:00.001-07:00

Oh mike truly a great performance from a the GREATEST to ever do it a phenomenal man!

Michael Jackson-In the closet For Lenny

2009-07-02T13:25:00.001-07:00

Pride 2009- fri

2009-07-02T12:49:00.001-07:00

I'm going to have to break this down into multiple post because last weekend was off the damn chain. I'll start with Friday which I completely owe to my good friend William aka Champ. Who came up for the weekend. I'm so happy he got to see his idol Ms Brandy Norewood. Now I never thought brandy was a showstopper but she look great in person her body is on point and her personality was top notch just don't try to use the gay lingo B-Rocka be yourself that's why we love you! So I saw some old friends as well. I don't hold grudges but I also don't put myself in the position to get hurt. When I saw them it was all love even though I thought I would take it harder than that I believe I'm getting my jersey swag back. 4 years away from home alone had me stifled.

Once again thanks Champ! I got you next time! Pics below.

Feeling-------s

2009-07-02T12:37:00.001-07:00

I think they are beautiful. Feelings are as infinite as our universe. Just imagine if we could calculate the distance from love to hate or from joy to depression and everything in between. And on top of that we must try to consolidate our own feelings with the next persons as if its normal. When I look around this little ass apartment and see how many people are crammed into this small space and we still have maintained this level of sanity I realize I witness a miracle every single day. Yea we fight, but shit whole galaxies collide and still keep it moving at the end of the day. Ya feel me?

New Brandy pics 6/26/2008 Club Promenade

2009-06-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

2009-06-25T15:25:00.001-07:00

I hate that the news is focusing on the bad

2009-06-25T15:24:00.001-07:00

Rip king of pop!

The Bitch Mentality

2009-06-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

MoonLi (12:57:31 AM): lol
MoonLi (12:57:33 AM): stop askin
MoonLi (12:57:35 AM): just do it
MoonLi (12:57:38 AM): fuck all the questions
JonYaBoY (12:57:42 AM): hahahaha
MoonLi (12:57:54 AM): im a bitch
MoonLi (12:57:56 AM): dont hurt my feelings
MoonLi (12:57:59 AM): i'll kill you
MoonLi (12:58:03 AM): in one way or the other
JonYaBoY (12:58:04 AM): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
MoonLi (12:58:14 AM): adopt that philosophy
MoonLi (12:58:16 AM): it'll get you far

The Gospel by Dr. Moonli

Ciara ft Missy Elliott - Work

2009-06-23T12:50:00.001-07:00

This video is everything and MORE. THAT PONYTAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

2009-06-22T11:51:00.001-07:00

I decided to stop saying lol wen nothing is funny. It's like I'm saying lol to spare feelings when in reailty they don't need to be spared.

It's like
"lol You looked really bad today and you smell funny lol"
Vs.
"You looked really bad and smell funny"

There's a difference and sometimes it needs to be said to make sure they know how u feel.
The digital age is introducing a whole new set of edicate and setting new rules on the way we communicate with each other.

2009-06-19T21:14:00.001-07:00

On a date this boy is toooooooooo cunty but it's cute for him

2009-06-16T10:10:00.001-07:00

You've grown. Whatver u went through in florida it broke u a little but you've grown

2009-06-09T13:24:00.001-07:00

Riding around town with Kandon. We are at his school and it's got me itching to return to academics I hate being out of school esp since im diploma-less. The weather here is dreary but it's so jersey we stay with the overcast. It doesn't really feel like summer for some reason. Things are very tame and the weather is cool. It's a relief to be honest. Last summer was so hectic and I really didn't accomplish anything(except sexually). But it's still getting started so we'll see.

2009-06-07T10:37:00.001-07:00

So I've come to the conclusion that jersey cunt is off da damn chain. Last night was hilarious in so many ways. You know the feeling when you walk in somebody house and there's boys, weed, and liquor everywhere? Like uhh what do I do? Well I didn't do much and the night pretty much summed up quick one liners and a peanut gallery on hgtv host. It was quite funny. I really do have to get use to this new jersey cunt steeze

2009-06-06T18:13:00.001-07:00

I'm slightly annoyed with everytthing right about now. How do you arrange a date for Friday to have it rescheduled for saturday and then u completely forget? Woosah! This is the text generation if you don't want to dobsonething shoot a text. 2nd if I say imma call you back and i forget please don't wait a week and hit me up askin why I didn't call that shit is creepy to me.

2009-06-06T11:24:00.001-07:00

Ok I just have to yet this off my chest and I won't mention names out of respect for all parties. I was with this boy last summer and we had a pretty good relationship for about 2 months maybe a month and a half but we got close met his family he met mines. A good dude just a little young and maybe too exeprienced. Well we stopped talk due to multiple indiscretions on his part. I went back to school and we definently grew apart but kept in touch. A full year later we are back textin and stuff but he has a boyfriend and I don't know how to feel about that yet because a large part of doesn't care but a equally large part only remembers the good times not the blatant disrespect. Since I moved back home I don't really have friends since "The Incident". It can get lonely here but like my girl Shayla said "When it's time to go it's time to go" and I wouldn't trade a fresh start/new perspective for anything. It's a stipulation on what could be a good friendship.

2009-06-06T11:09:00.001-07:00

I'm in the barber shop think bout my life LOL it's crowded in here so I have plenty of time. I haven't been posting this week because I've been looking for a job. This recession is no joke ya boy is broke like shattered glass with 7 years of bad luck. But I will keep push and punchin till I get hired somewhere doing somthing for somebody be their friends. I wish I didn't look a mess today because it's always this cute boy in here and he's so homo but his feet so small very rodent like. But I digress. I plan on taking my Lil cousin out and about today that should be fun she's so precious.

I'm also about to overhaul this whole blog thing. Something more agressive and grown I don't know where to take it but I will be taking it there. I plan on being something serious by the end of the summer.